Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 5:21 PM
i am really stretched in my capacity to love people
too many things has happened this week that i dont know where to start from.. but it is also one relaxing week..
yesterday night, the door of my room slammed shut on me and it was locked. well.. call me stupid, dumb, whatever, i left the master key INSIDE my room. yeah.. but i really thank God for daddy! he helped me opened the door somehow and i dont have to pay for the locksmith to come.
today morning, i realised my thumb drive went missing. you dont know how dependent i am on that small black thing. my reflection journal which i am suppose to hand up today at 5pm is inside.. you can feel how frantic i was in the morning.. woke nel up 2 times and i think he is gg to kill me for it.. sigh.. dont ask me how that thumb drive went missing.. cos i dont even remember it falling out of my bag.. i purposely tie a long lanyard to my small thumbdrive to prevent myself from losing it.. but i still did anyway.. and at the most crucial moment..
sigh.. i am depressed.. i feel like a job (the character in the bible)..
but like him... i believe God will restore all things which i lost.. not just the same.. but 30 fold, 60 fold and a 100 fold..
TO MR S.A TAN:
i just wanna let you know, i am not so easily defeated.. the girl you are fighting against is one ultra solid, strong girl.